3 days past my birthday, and im another year older than last year. time really really flies, when every month expecting for the pay day, i should make myself clear that another pay day means another day closer to your upcoming birthday...
it wasnt a good and joyful birthday indeed this year, things that i thought i would have forgotten as the times goes on did not work. they haunted me on my day. songs that i thought i would not get upset after listening for thousands of times turn me ugly on that day. what am i doing! my mind got messed up by myself on that day, i try to be getting myself like any other day, but i cant. i dont know why...
its like a spell for me. struck 12 it haunted me and when it is 24th hour, the feeling went off...can i really get rid of them?
the birthday...really happy? i am in the mess. i want to get them off, live of what i am now. sometimes i do really think in this way, when you do not expect something, then you would not get upset...thats what i want?
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