Chin Wey ™

again, another night, im sitting in front of the computer, unknowing what to do...im home alone again tonight...housemates were off dont know where...sometimes alone allows you to think something more, rationally...but too much of alone will freak you out!!!

instead of studying, i think alot...rational and nonsense...but i couldnt recall what have i thought in short period of time...well i guess those are nonsense...

arranging back all the thoughts that i have thought, i recalled one of them...the fyp...yes, i have think of fyp...who should i group with...what should do with it...the future...where should i be? what should i do...

in the deep night, thought that i have long time not thinking about it came in...partner of life? when looking at others, im like kind of envy them, having their partner of life in such a young age...unlike me, till now still a single...is this because i dint put any effort on it? or my heart rejects it? i have responsible to be fulfilled, maybe this becomes my barrier to carry on my search...i dont know why, when a girl do really fascinates me, and i do really get admired of her, i will spontaneously get rid of her, though my heart tells me i like her...i do miss out many such opportunities in my life...i dont know how to react when i like her...and so when someone likes me...it seems i have the responsibility on my shoulder...well what i can say i have to just let it be...

a friend i have chatted few days back told me, he felt himself better to be single for now than attached, as what he experienced previously. he choose to have friends more than tied totally with his attachee...does it makes sense to me, signalling me that this is what i suppose to do? remaining single? though he told me that sometimes he do feel bored and lonely in such way, but he still choose remain as what he has now...single...does this reflects to what i have now? i have no idea...yes, the urge of getting someone as my partner of life is there, but the timing do a problem...and so the candidates as well...perhaps my requirements are very high and i have to result in this way...haha...

feeling myself getting better to be alone at home now after blogging out, i shall continue with what i should and must do now...

a weird day, perhaps it is not...well there is something emerge inside my heart...wanting to find someone to speak out, but i guess no one will listen to it...i know well about myself, though i knew im going to be fooled, but somehow i dont know why i still let myself ahead...is the life full of fools and sarcastics? i cant provide any answers, as im also being fooled though trying to be sincere all the while. this semester is dramatic, very dramatic...and myself, out of slipping, have to act inside the drama...

feeling relieved after writing those in my blog, at least i have tell someone what am i thinking, though is virtually...not expecting someone would read it but just let it be...i dont know whether everyone having the same experience or only myself...

looking at the current situation, well i guess my first upcoming wishlist will just gone as the previous years...because im now still standing at the beginning point...i dont know why i will make such a wish in the list, as i knew myself well, it is not going to happen, though it happen once in the past...this year will be the same as the years before...im not daring to expect something, because when i expect something more, i will ended up more sad...i would just let it be...

yesterday was the day...the demo day...after spending lots of time on this black box a.k.a the moon cake box...the assignment hardware...the spinning disc...



almost two weeks spending time on it...from 8.30am to 5.30pm almost everyday...trapped in the laboratory, making it works, and finally...


simply the team name ABC, sound childish, but that comes when nobody has the idea of naming the team when asked to do so...




finished the hardware on last 2 weeks, but found errors when conducting the testing on last week, worried that it might not working at the last minutes, we spent again hours trapped in the laboratory on friday and last monday to work it out, and finally...yeah, it works back accordingly...





joyful with the success, we decided to snap photo with miss chan ee lyn, the lecturer and the assessor for the assignment as a memory...the great team i ever had in university life...thank you...

first wish in my wish list is around the corner...will it be granted? will it happen? well, it has been long time i dont have it and in fact i dont really hope much on it as i have used to it over the years...

after sometime i just realised that i dint upload any pictures of my training! gosh...though it has been for months ever since i upload them, but it is still memorable when i recalling them...started from 1st Oct till 24th Dec of 2009, i worked in this company for my industrial training in north ampang. though things that i learned are not related with my studies, but i learned more than what i can see from the textbooks...

first thought of sight...i cant really learn many stuff here...but in fact there are stuffs to learned...colleagues are friendly, i made lot of friends, either engineers and U-mates...recorded the highest number of trainees from utar enrolled here...approximately 20! with the blessing, i have successfully ended my training and pass the training subject...and here are the pictures taken during the period...though kind of illegal...but it is just for the memory purpose...

the department i assigned to perform process control, or so called quality and reliability to the machines...

3-months of training ended too fast...with you guys presence around me, working become merrier, happier, and no stress...

after days of hard works in the laboratory, together with the whole team completing the control systems assignment, we decided to get a break, dinner at TGI Friday's!
we headed to the curve, mutiara damansara after the control systems lecture, and while awaiting for the rest which ended the class around 6 to 7pm, we have a walk around the mall...buying products in the DAISO, hi-tea in IKEA, buy my extension cable in ACE Hardware, read books in Popular, went to pet shop, and more...at 8pm, we headed to TGI and get seated while waiting for the rest...luckily we have made reservation before this...


it was indeed a great dinner, with delicious food served on the table, added with the fatigue accumulated from days of hardwork...




walked around the the curve after dinner to digest the food eaten before leaving...it was a great friday at friday's!