im back to kl, preparing myself to join the working world!!!
im finally back to my home!!! it feels great to be at home. no worries, hehehehehehe. yeah, i've been back to teluk intan yesterday, following my brother's car back. well, another new experience for me this time as this is my first time taking commuter to klang meet my brother...
i began my journey taking putra to kl sentral, then awaiting there for ktm for around 15minutes. then standing till faint to teluk pulai station. when i board the train, i feel shocked when looking at map. 13 stations more! oh my, i wonder how long i need to be in train to reach there, sigh...
after an hour more, i finally reach the station!!! so happy with it. then about 6pm, the journey back home begin. driving back home using coastal line feels great as the it's scenic. with great sunset scenes matched with great music, the journey back really different from taking bus using NSE. the pictures hasnt been process currently and will soon upload them...
got to stop here as im writing this at gulam rasul (it a mamak stall name at teluk intan). i will write more about my holiday experience soon...chiaos...
i went for the first time to the place that i will work for the next 3 months. sigh, i never wonder that the map will give me the wrong direction. the proposed direction is far more shorter than the actual distance (boxed in the picture). based on the first map that i have, i tried to walk over there since it indicates that only 1km ahead from the point A. when i feel that something is wrong with the environment, i called pay sun to ask for the address. then, i realise that im lost. oh my god!
the initial map that i have
the exact map after some checks
after exhausting for days for the examination, finally all the papers have cleared! what a sigh of relief. so after the power paper, we decided to have a break at old town rampai business park...
while myself have a little fatigue, lazy to entertain them, they were playing some tricks from andy...
and he is happy because no one can solve it, including himself...haha
it is the raya eve, and myself raya along! i get myself hang up to chia wei pool party celebrating for her 21st birthday...dressing up myself like going for wedding dinner, the weather suddenly brrrroooooommmm, rain. well, i just get myself a jacket to cover up. the rain keep on pouring for days and till i get into chun hou's car...the function was held in one of the sri petaling's condominium, endah ria...
reaching there about 7 something, the function still not ready. chia wei's family still figuring where to move the venue as is still raining. looking one by one faces that long time dint meet coming makes me feel touch, i get to see so many people and i miss that much!
after have the meal, i started to barbeque some chicken wings, hotdogs, and marshmallow. i dont know somehow i always pour too much honey on the to be BBQ-ed food, sigh...but i like the BBQ-ed marshmallow. it's so sticky and yummy, especially the one with some burnt on its side. i guess i have non-stop BBQ-ing the mallow and eaten alot. with some soft drinks and a cup or carlsberg ( actually want to challenge kenny to drink), jeffrey has the plan to throwing teck rul into the pool. with the help of chia wei getting all the belongings from him, all boys started to push him to the side of the pool and he in! and he take this opportunity to swim too! haha...
somehow there is an small accident happen. someone bang and scratched kenny's car. what the day! indeed, he has parked in the right place and doesnt block any places. i dont know why such people want to do this...the party ends with chia wei them heading up to genting, perhaps for some gambling as they are 21! while some of us just back home...well it was a great raya eve today!
though the loss of my mobile is big for me, but life has to be continued. i cannot let my pen stop writing on sooooooo many leftover white pages in my book of life. it must be written memorable and colourful. i have to adapt myself life without a moment capturer and music accompanying me go around...for now im blessful because in the midst of the tragedy, i received helps from many parties, like lending me phones, advices, and concern...thanks alot for everything, im blessful...
days after the tragedy, as usual for every child, scolded by parents, and as usual for every child playing the youngest role, scolded by elder siblings...well its not that kind of scold where all the saliva shooting everywhere, it kind of piece of advice that might not useful now, but for sure is going to be applicable when time comes...
4th paper of this semester examination has over today, i went for a walk to let my body escaping from all tensions embracing me for couple of days. the panic is still there, tough. then i bought my brother a FM modulator so that he can easily change the song he wants by just replacing the files in the thumbdrive without the need to write a cd while he is on the road. it take quite sometime for me to choose it as i thought all are the same, but in fact they are not...well i cant produce any picture of the modulator now as...wuahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!! but it looks cute in design...
5th paper coming soon in the next wednesday. i have to start prepare now so that everything will not be "kelam-kabut"! haha. but meanwhile preparing, i will be attending my friend, chia wei pool party for her 21st! so good, i can meet them tomorrow!
counting to the day for me to start my internship is not much left. there is still an anxious feeling from my heart about it. what am i going to do? my internship! it feels like im out to the society for work! well, i shall putting that matter apart as i need to focus on the paper on next wednesday, power distribution and ultilisation. hope everything will goes well and smooth...
it was a sad news for me...i lost my phone...and it's scammed! in the midst of feeling sad, well i have to strengthen up myself to prepare for the exam.
it was a long long story...one night, not very night, myself and friends went out and suddenly we encounter strangers. well, what i can say is they planned very well for all these. they started to frighten us with lots of stories, added and seasoned with threats and gangsterism elements. minutes then, they started to beg for your pitiness with scenes that you almost going to believe then...and at this climax, they started scamming for the property that we belong. well, i dont know i should say that im fortunate enough or not, the property left me is the mobile phone, not any other precious items or things that giving troublesome at the later time, picking one as an example, my identity card.
dated a week back from today, i still feel the tremor. im too frighten to say anything and wakes me up from the sleep, resulting in sleepless night sometimes. i never thought that proprietors will come attack me, a person without any valuables in hand. i really dont know what is their motive of doing so, it scares me. im too scare to say anything, even in front of the police. (this is the first time i paste myself to the police record!) i lost my pictures, my portable and handful camera which follows me everywhere and capture every single candid that i see in my life, megabytes of pictures now in my computer origin from the phone. this is the thing that crossing my mind when the incident happen. it follows me for more than two years and it has become an important element in my life. i listen music, capturing, voice and video calling, and everything all totally depends on it...my N73!! wuahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh...
captured the day when i get this mobile
last pictures taken before it...
days back, i have been thinking of some people living in this world, bearing lots of suffers and masks to face the world...is everyone doing the same thing? i couldnt think of why...is the world full of dangers? why they want to do so? why every single treat has its meaning and motive? why cant people live normal among the normal? why do they need to create lots of unnecessaries stories and scenes in life? why cant they just remove the masks and live normal among normal...is greediness results in all these things happen? well eventhough im not the person in all those "they", but when i see them living in such a life without sincerity, i feel myself suffer as well...well i dont knw why...it just like that. does sincerity sacrifice any pieces of your body? does it a shameful action? facing people without sincerity makes myself terribly scare of the world...im trying to think how wonderful is the world...well there are proprietors who like to create all these havocs...
today marks the end of all the assignments needed to be handed up for the entire semester...well the very final assignment scares me...the submission time is due at 5pm today...and myself take time till around 4pm only able to rush up all the necessary things...what a day i have. it is actually a testing result of a signal that distorted by the environment and we have to figure out the ways to retrieve back the original signal in the distorted waveform. it hards, well many people need to do alot of things and we actually dont really know how all the things goes about in the equation, due to lack of source and understanding...well that is enough, a good lesson to be learned...
exam is around the corner, the day of 11th marks the starting and 23rd marks the end. well, i dont really know whether im prepare for all this as i dont really make myself a revision yet...i dont know why, the intention is still not there but i hope i can find the intention as soon as possible as the time left for all the necessary understanding and revision is not enough...i hope i can do all this things well and smooth...
