Chin Wey ™

yesterday i went to seberang prai, penang to settle something there...late in the evening, my family and i reached ipoh and have dinner with my siblings in first garden...and i came across with this restaurant with unique theme...kim bali...


themed with cultures and uniqueness of south east asia, the restaurant set the main theme to be in bali island, which i felt very interesting on it...


and the menu has its' own categories, from nyonya cuisine to korean cuisine...and all the food ordered are splendid...

reaching home at 9pm and felt very tired...touched the pillow after watching some show but has a great moments with my family...

a significant number for me today...520 brings the meaning of "i love you" in chinese, so do the number of my born date...

an increment of my age today...well i can say nothing special happen today, my wishlist gone case for the first wish...kind of disappointment with what i have wish for, and i shall just leave the whole wishlist as a dream...not ever think about it, and wouldnt wish for anything more, as it wont happen in reality...i wont blame for any parties, as i deserved it, definitely...i knew it...perhaps i have been performing badly for the past years...

today is a normal day for me, morning at 9am and have usual breakfast and some shows from the hardisk till late in the evening, and well, the night time spent at mc donalds', replying wishes from friends, and blog this page...nothing special huh? haha...im used to it, in fact...i dont know why i should be in such emotional about it...whatever, i dont really see any special about it, except aging signs in my face and age increment...

a morning call at 7 something woke me up at my born-day, my sister called me from redang island to wish me and she added something behind, going where to celebrate yesterday night? and i replied her no. then she asked me again, what about tonight? and i replied her no. then she replied, that's impossible. i was like stunt over there, unknowing what to reply but just ended the call...

i wonder how it feels like to be birthday boy...how i wish to find the childhood memories...

here comes the day, the day i turn old again...should i be happy or sad? i dont really sure...there's always a mixture of feelings every year during this time, anticipation...anxious...sad...happiness...joyful...more...

yes, i have back to my motherland...the place where i born...and this time there's another new experience...as the bus station shifted to bukit jalil due to upgrading purpose, i have to transit to star line in order to reach bukit jalil...

the day started from saturday, where i finished my last paper, i went to have lunch in pizza hut, together with kelvin, foong kheng, phylicia, che shen, kean chai, and cheah yin...


the day continued with a bowling match in wangsa walk mall...without che shen along...


the daytime ends with shopping at watsons, buying something for my mum...dated with phylicia and arminder for supper at steven's corner till 4.30am...and headed straight to bukit jalil without any sleep at 7am...and afraid of missing out the earliest bus i, i straight rush to the ticketing counter with my heavy head, and yes, i made it! 8.30 am!!!

sleeping silently in the bus, unaware of the surrounding, i almost lost the bus ticket...><...and i reached safely to my hometown around 11am sunday goes on with simple dinner with my family at the famous hawkers' stall in the town, the glutton square...the dinner becomes great with local delicacy, added with the delicious ais kacang...
recalling back days of my twenty-one is great periodically, or maybe not...sad and sour always comes in whenever the happy arises...is a norm...i have to accept it...i lost and gain many abstractly at the same time...but i couldnt measurement the total loss and the gain...

i found a buddy, but im afraid of it...i afraid that i will redo the mistakes that i have done previously again this time...i tried to find the fault in myself and i really hope that i can appreciate it this time...without ruin it...

tomorrow is my birthday, wishing myself a happy and en-joyful birthday...hoping with surprises and something unexpected...:)

突然间不知道为什么有一种感觉要倒数。。。六天。。。

今天的心情好很多了，不再去想有的没的东西。。。昨天又跟一个人聊到这个话题，也是在逼问的情况下说的。。。我也不是那么的好意思说啦。。。

六天后的日子因该不算是什么吧。。。就把它当成是普通的一点咯。。。哈哈哈。。。

说没有羡慕别人是假的，每次参加多多少少会有感触，看看回自己，看看别人，再看看回自己。。。

有时候想想起来都觉得很荒妙，为什么会去想一些我知道是不可能发生的事情呢？何必作践自己去想伤心事呢？虽然心里真得很想要， 但现实的生活中没办法我不能说我不要。。。

时间离越来越近，心里会越来越像跟多东西。。。还真的希望我会把今天的日子改到下个月，然那天都不会到来。。。

李敬威阿李敬威，不要再去想了。。。想了还是一样的。。。把精神放再别位跟好。。。

今天特别不一样，倒数一周。。。

不知道为什么这编文章要用华语来写，也不知道为什么今天会那么多感触。是因为刚考完第四张？还是。。。
每到这时候，心里就觉得闷闷地。。。那么的一天又要来了。。。在遥远的日子里，心里会觉得很兴奋，但是一档到了，心里会觉得难过。。。有的时候是图像把那一天从我人生中删除掉，但我知道是不可能的。。。

有一天我妈妈问我说，我会有感想吗？我就回答，习惯了。但是心里当然是会有那么的伤心，我没有抱怨过什么， 没有抱怨。。。有时候当然看到别人开开心心过，心里也会觉得难过。但我也不说出来，不敢说，不知道对谁说。。。对任何人说都会侵犯到他们，说把它埋葬在心理。。。

每到这时候，心里会想说我会在那里，会跟谁，场面是怎样的，等等。。。一旦面对现实中，一切就等一场梦，睡醒了就没有了。。。现实中的我，不敢要求，不敢询问，因为期望越高，失望会越高。。。最后还是把自己搞得像现在这样，何必呢。。。

今年的第一个愿望还是个愿望，永远的愿望。。。

yesterday, andy and i went to a small stall, somewhere in jalan genting klang to have our dinner. it was a sudden invitation, where i thought it might be delayed or somehow, and we just went it...

it wasnt so special about the food there. the only special, which hard to find in the metropolitan city is the conventional cooking method, coal cooking. coal has been proven to bring special aroma when you use for cooking, but it bring mess to the cooking area...well, we went to eat hokkien noodles, recommended by andy himself after he tried it...

the noodles kinda oily but it taste awesome, but is recommended less eat for health purpose...haha